Im the BOSS!!

Harder than I thought

But i’m doing it. Still doesn’t change the way my mind thinks or the way I do things. Just know I let you be free from me no matter how much I want to say hi and know what you been doing and how you feel. Maybe you will talk to me again one day. I don’t know. I really wish you would but I honestly don’t know how I would answer if you actually did text me again. I don’t know if you read this at all. I stopped reading your tumblr cause it just made me remember and want to be with you more. I enjoyed reading it as you do post some awesome things. I stopped coming over to your house. Not in the fact that I hate your house or anything, just I thought I would give you more space now. After all it is your house. I do enjoy hanging out with your brothers but even doing that gets harder now. I debate all day whether to go over and just hang out or just sit here trying to find someone to hangout with. Either way, I feel alone. So many things I wish for, yet so little happens.I’m trying. And that is where you start.

I wont be on here much anymore